You told me you wanted to die and I couldn’t understand
You hated yourself. You hated the world
I was your breath of fresh air
I loved you and you loved me back
You tried to kill yourself when you lost everything.
I rescued you
You are Beautiful-crazy and witty
You are perfect and that’s really annoying
You liked my hat and you didn’t mind my pessimism
I told you I was probably going to fall and in love with you and I did
You did too; you fell in love with me
It should have been a cause for concern
That I never tasted honesty in your lips
My hands never felt safe in your in your palms
Did it bother you that you didn’t make me happy?
When all I did was break my back for you
We were like music, you and I, beautiful music
But I wish we were a painting instead
No beginning no middle no end
Our end was bad, violently irrevocable, no turning back bad
I saved your life; you owe the person that saves you
If it weren’t for me you wouldn’t have learnt love
She never thought love was real, I proved her wrong
After a while she got whole again
And realised I filled no holes in her heart
But once you loved me I became yours forever
My love will always be stronger than your pride
Even though you push me away, I will always circle back
I would like to understand why you wouldn’t want us forever
I love everything about you
Did you just love the way I made you feel?
I have lost everything if I have lose you
Now I know how you felt when you wanted to die.